I wish I could just smack the addiction out of you. But I know first hand it doesn’t work like that. I wish I could show you how much more beautiful this world is with a clear, sober mind. Our thoughts are far more enticing and enchanting when they are truly our own.
Starting to feel like me again. All this life experience did cost more then I had imagined but i am stronger and wiser then ever. My willpower has Never been so strong. Gaining more wisdom with each day and growing healthier by every breath. Stay focused and positive my friends, you will be blessed.
my last check in a study. bitter sweet. haha not, this shit is SWEET. i’m so glad i never have to sit here bored and missing my dogs ever again. Josh is going in for a drug test to start a job at a call center for internet customer service. $11.00 an hour and full benefits for both of us since we are married. i cant wait to go to the dentist! I will be starting my job in february and im so happy :] studies are good money (GREAT money) but they limited my life so much. i feel FREEEEE
Telenetwork? I’m about to start as well if its the same job that would be crazy lol
“Find ecstasy within yourself. It is not out there. It is in your innermost flowering. The one you are looking for is you. You are the traveler and you are the destination. In experiencing the ecstasy of your own being, you have achieved the final goal.”—Osho (via lotusofinnocencekanda)
“You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That’s what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.”—Osho (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)