July 2010
when i see your smile, tears run down my face.
how is it that song, defines your short time here on this earth.
have you ever had a secret that you could not tell a single soul, because saying it makes it real….
some people go there whole life looking for there purpose in life.
i have known mine since i was 10
pathetic boy, dont know what you have.
you had it all
pathetic boy, just keep running your mouth
its your words that hurt the most
pathetic girl, you wont run the other way
i would run, if i knew you would chase after me.
pathetic girl, you cant get up with out his hand.
i cant move, with out your blessing.
PATHETIC BOY, PATHETIC GIRL
it was over before it began.
(day 5) thing that makes you want to scream and shout
MONEY. GREEN STUPID PAPERY MONEY.
i hate it so much. i hate that i have none. i hate that everything i need to get it, involves it. i hate how it destroyed my parents relationship, and how its bringing my mother closer to a new one. i hate how its all that i think about, because its the only thing that can save me now. i hate that its what runs people lives, i hate that it runs mine.
(day 4) what makes you at ease?
nothing is coming to mind. everything is so stressful. someone be my ease.
(day 3) letter the one i hate.
dear stupid boy,
i hate you so much. stop telling people i wanted to be with you! i would not be caught dead dating you. your such scum.
<3 me
(day 2) letter to the one i love.
dear one i love,
you are very special to me and very close to my heart. i have dreams in the night that you are not hear anymore, and i wake up very sad. that just happened. i lost a bestfriend before, and im very scared to lose you. most people dont understand why i love you so much, but thats what makes it so unique to me. i would not say i need you, but i do know that i dont want to be with out you. i hope your in my life forever like we planned. I love you, and i love our times together.
love ,me.
(day 1)whats on my mind?
my stupid boyfriend, and how stupid he is.
i know i wish i was thinking something different,but hey you asked.
keeping it genaric maan.
my 30 day challenge.
- whats on your mind
- letter to the one you love
- letter to the one you hate
- something that makes you at ease
- something that makes you want to scream and shout.
- picture of yourself.
- something deep
- something light
- what are your dreams
- what are your fears
- a song that makes you tear up
- a song that makes you smile
- a letter to a person that has impacted your life
- a picture that makes you sick to your stomach
- if i could have one superpower…
- when i think of this person, i touch myself…
- when i see this person, i run the other way..
- letter to yourself
- picture of your bestfriend
- picture of something you want
- lyrics that mean something to you
- top 10 most listened to songs on your playlist
- marry one, fuck one, kill one
- never have i ever
- lets get deep, close, and personal.
- what your feeling at this exact moment.
- favorite movie
- your perfect world
- favorite song
- a summary of the last 30 days, and whats changed in your life.
“Turn on the television. We have a wedding channel on cable TV devoted to the behavior of people on the way to the altar. They spend billions of dollars, behave in the most appalling way, all in an effort to be princess for a day. You don’t have cable television? Put on network TV. We’re giving away husbands on a game show. You can watch The Bachelor, where thirty desperate women will compete to marry a 40-year-old man who has never been able to maintain a decent relationship in his life. That’s what we’ve done to marriage in America, where young women are socialized from the time they’re five years old to think of being nothing but a bride. They plan every day what they’ll wear, how they’ll look, the invitations, the whole bit, they don’t spend five minutes thinking about what it means to be a wife. People stand up there before god and man even in Senator Diaz’s church, they swear to love honor and obey, they don’t mean a word of it. So if there’s anything wrong with the sanctity of marriage in America, it comes from those of us who have the privilege and the right and have abused it for decades.”
—Diane Savino, NY State Senator (via taragiancaspro, gayformarriage) (via awelcomedifference)
